I am coming into middle age and have been through a lot of rough time. I remembered the time I was so moody and upset to visualize how vicious other people were. By all definition I was right at that time. Nevertheless, as the force has opposite direction to me also, I was exhausted and drained. There were times that I was wondering if it was worth it to be right.
I played rough to other people. It is either from my business or my job. Now, I am thinking why I couldn’t back up one step and leave up other people some space. Can’t I close one eye to look at other people and open two eyes to look at myself? That will be more beneficial. But it is just hard.
I am learning.
